If it wasn’t for my parents and dog, i would have killed myself a long time ago. I guess I have a problem in myself, which i cannot quite comprehend, but all the “friends” that i have are not really true friends. I realize i have never had real friends, people just don’t like me for some reason. My parents love me cos they have to, and for my dog its naturall to love me.
I understand what you mean, because I am a similar type of person. I am not bad but the majority of people just can’t be friends with me. My message to you is: Be yourself. Love yourself. It doesn’t matter what other people think. Do the things you love, enjoy them and choose a path you like to travel on. You can create life’s meaning that truly matters to you. Also, hold on to the love of your parents and pet. They are important. The positive energy from the people you love can bring you towards the sunny side of life. At the same time, don’t give up hope yet, for people like us, making true friends takes time. So be patient. I hope you will feel better soon. Take care.